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i am recently in need of a constant hug.
i've sobbed at least once for the past three days.and that's just this weekend.
i cry way more than the average person should,over petty shit too.
collar and i talked a lot about it last night and we decided that
1.i need to get on a different type of birth control,you know one that doesn't make me insane.
2.if that doesn't work,he wants me to talk to my mom about going to see someone.
i have this never ending feeling of sadness and just not being able to be good enough for anyone or myself.
it's really hard to explain,he knows what i mean though and that's really nice for me to have.not sure what i did to deserve that boy.
im so glad i only work monday this week,i honestly do not like those people.they really show that they aren't too fond of me either.whatever my check is going to be fantastic.
i've sobbed at least once for the past three days.and that's just this weekend.
i cry way more than the average person should,over petty shit too.
collar and i talked a lot about it last night and we decided that
1.i need to get on a different type of birth control,you know one that doesn't make me insane.
2.if that doesn't work,he wants me to talk to my mom about going to see someone.
i have this never ending feeling of sadness and just not being able to be good enough for anyone or myself.
it's really hard to explain,he knows what i mean though and that's really nice for me to have.not sure what i did to deserve that boy.
im so glad i only work monday this week,i honestly do not like those people.they really show that they aren't too fond of me either.whatever my check is going to be fantastic.