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I have no idea what I want to do in life. And i will continue not knowing what I can do until somebody tells me I can get into the HIM program... meaning another year graduation is postponed. But that means 2 majors and 1 minor instead of my 1 major and 2 minors. The crappy part about it is, that I have to be accepted into the program. I am going to try to get around this, not successful yet. Nobody will reply to my emails, so I guess I'm going to have to do all of this in person. But the plus is, I can probably get better work if I have a degree in HIM, b/c i have to get certifcation after i get the degree... which shouldn't be too bad.
Ohh... I finally got a JOB. For all that knows me, that is a big thing, when does mary ever have a job that isn't an internship and not getting paid, driving all over the fucking place. That's right, I got a job. haha. Its front desk at a gym, so it should be straight. ONly thing I dont like about it, these people are too sales pitchy. I don't believe in it. Just tell the people straight up how much it is, and let them work out. Quit hassling them. But we will see how it works out. i don't know how many hours I'll be working yet. I think its start with little and if we like you. You get more. I don't know how much im getting paid yet. Forgot to ask. It was a wierd interview process... but im kinda excited to finally work. don't know how long that feeling will last for. But today is my first day... 7pm - 11.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that Adam gets to stay in orlando. I'm going to be so sad if he does have to move back home. We have been talking about this for like the past month. And its just waiting around with our fingers crossed at this point in time. Trying to find an apratment for him to live in this year... if anyone knows an open place or roomies he could live with that aren't drug dealers, or jerk offs. could you please let me know. It seems that every plan yet has fallen through, and I'm beginging to realize there is nothing more that I can do. I'll just have to let go. Not what I want at all. I'm not ready for that. Besides everybody else has left this place, and most of my friends are gone... makes me sad. I didn't realize how much he really meant to me till I found out he wouldn't be around anymore. Kinda taken it for granted..
Now i'm off to talk to more academic advisors... grr. they better give me some good answers this time.
Ohh... I finally got a JOB. For all that knows me, that is a big thing, when does mary ever have a job that isn't an internship and not getting paid, driving all over the fucking place. That's right, I got a job. haha. Its front desk at a gym, so it should be straight. ONly thing I dont like about it, these people are too sales pitchy. I don't believe in it. Just tell the people straight up how much it is, and let them work out. Quit hassling them. But we will see how it works out. i don't know how many hours I'll be working yet. I think its start with little and if we like you. You get more. I don't know how much im getting paid yet. Forgot to ask. It was a wierd interview process... but im kinda excited to finally work. don't know how long that feeling will last for. But today is my first day... 7pm - 11.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that Adam gets to stay in orlando. I'm going to be so sad if he does have to move back home. We have been talking about this for like the past month. And its just waiting around with our fingers crossed at this point in time. Trying to find an apratment for him to live in this year... if anyone knows an open place or roomies he could live with that aren't drug dealers, or jerk offs. could you please let me know. It seems that every plan yet has fallen through, and I'm beginging to realize there is nothing more that I can do. I'll just have to let go. Not what I want at all. I'm not ready for that. Besides everybody else has left this place, and most of my friends are gone... makes me sad. I didn't realize how much he really meant to me till I found out he wouldn't be around anymore. Kinda taken it for granted..
Now i'm off to talk to more academic advisors... grr. they better give me some good answers this time.