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[bahamamoma]

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All I want
Is to be numbed from these feelings.
These feelings you have passed onto me
These undesirable feelings of rejection.
All hope is lost
Will my signifigance resurface?
Calming these tattered seas once more.
All I wanted was you
Your desires stand no more
I am not the one you call to
I am not the one you envy
I am never the type any seeks for.
Perhaps there is no idealized figure
that presides your thoughts.
But then again
We always want
What we can't have
And you could have had me.

-Mary