Another day gone bye
The past 24 hours have been really hard for me. Im not sure if its all the talk about me leaving that has me upset or the fact that I made the decison not to call him or text him or email him. I think that it was a good decison but then again I am a mess. It is unbelievable that a person can have that much control over another persons life. I thought that it was easy to move on and I was dead wrong. I am tring to make plans for the weekend that wiil make sure that he is no where around but who knows what will happen.
I guess if he dies end up being in the same place that I will just have to practice distance. I am sure that will hard also because after awhile he will realize what is going on and you know it will all hit the ceiling then. So maybe I should just lock myself in my house this weekend and avoid everyone. That would defienately avoid any more heartache. Well who knows what will happen in the next few days!
I guess if he dies end up being in the same place that I will just have to practice distance. I am sure that will hard also because after awhile he will realize what is going on and you know it will all hit the ceiling then. So maybe I should just lock myself in my house this weekend and avoid everyone. That would defienately avoid any more heartache. Well who knows what will happen in the next few days!