AHH the days that are a head
I think that I should have went home this weekend, because I am feeling like I needed that but then I decided to get sick and the Dr's at health services basically said that there was not too much that they could do for me because that is how my body works. I was like Gee thanks great answer! So I am here at school wishing that I was not! Well maybe that is not true but who knows at this point. I know that I can take this opportunity to study an be fully prepares for the busy week that is a head of me and that would be good! I don't want to fall off and start not getting things done again like I feel is what happen at the end of last semester.
I feel though that I am a little torn at this moment. There is so much that I want but I know that in order to achieve that I must stay here and finish and I mean really what is another year???? I know that I can do it and I have to keep telling myself that at this point. I have so much that is a head of me if I just finally stick with something for once. I know that not going home as much is hard and that it makes other things hard to. I know that I am a moody person and suddenly feel like I have been abandoned by some of my friends who I miss dearly. I feel like the world is moving forward and I am standing still. I don't know what has caused all this. Maybe its the month or time of year or maybe I just really am crazy!
Ok so I know that I am not crazy just a 24 year old who wants the world at her finger tips and I know that at one point it was there and I think that it has slipped away a little. I know that I have made that effort to begin getting that back and just knowing that helps! I believe that I will make it and that I am trying very hard so that is all that matters at this point. Thank you so much to all of you that have stood by me through all of this and will continue to stand by me!
I feel though that I am a little torn at this moment. There is so much that I want but I know that in order to achieve that I must stay here and finish and I mean really what is another year???? I know that I can do it and I have to keep telling myself that at this point. I have so much that is a head of me if I just finally stick with something for once. I know that not going home as much is hard and that it makes other things hard to. I know that I am a moody person and suddenly feel like I have been abandoned by some of my friends who I miss dearly. I feel like the world is moving forward and I am standing still. I don't know what has caused all this. Maybe its the month or time of year or maybe I just really am crazy!
Ok so I know that I am not crazy just a 24 year old who wants the world at her finger tips and I know that at one point it was there and I think that it has slipped away a little. I know that I have made that effort to begin getting that back and just knowing that helps! I believe that I will make it and that I am trying very hard so that is all that matters at this point. Thank you so much to all of you that have stood by me through all of this and will continue to stand by me!