Shay in chains
I dunno. I get this feeling like I'm trapped. As if I'm being pinned down by some inexplicable force. I can't relax, or enjoy almost anything. Today I was able to forget about everything for a few hours. Ren and I went bowling and there were all kinds of fun games there. I played a basketball arcade and shot some hoops in this IMPOSSIBLE to beat game. You need to score 50 points. I only made it to 38 and I was shooting like crazy. Anywayz, for some sick reason I really dread the weekends. I actually feel more comfortable during weekdays when I know I have to be at work from 9 to 5 and then I come home and practice whatever and play stupid games on the computer.
The weekends just give me too much time to think. Blech.
Been seriously considering psychiatric pills lately. Can't get myself to go to a shrink though. Feels like a waste of money. What if it doesn't help?
I dunno.
Ugh.
The weekends just give me too much time to think. Blech.
Been seriously considering psychiatric pills lately. Can't get myself to go to a shrink though. Feels like a waste of money. What if it doesn't help?
I dunno.
Ugh.