so sorry.
i know i have not been the greatest person to lot of people, and if you hate me cause it i dont blame you. i am a disgusting asshole. a jerk, cunt, liar, cheater, diseaver and manipulater. all i can offer to those whom i have mistreated is my aplogies. i am deeply sorry for whatever i did to you. i dont ask for forgivness. just know that i am sorry from the bottom of my heart. i have for the past 7 days been reflecting on all of my wrongful actions toward everyone whom i inflicted these actions upon. i felt like shit, as an affect. i am 20 years old and i do not act as such. i feel unfortunatly that i am on a downward sprial and things are only going to get worse for me. but you should feel pleased, for i am getting what i deserve.