so is so, back to the computer life. i cant seem to get a job, oh well. i just be a fucking homeless dirtbag. i ll be good at that, grumpy all day drinking, yelling random shit at people. thats the job for me, yes sir-e.
yes yes, so i have been making some changes i my persona. change is good "they" say. the reason for the change is i notice the behaviors i have been wearing, are simlar to certain people i depise. behaviors such as: drinking (at fucking partys), saying stupid shit to people(which i rarely due anyways), going to any event where there is large groups of people, giving a shit dumbass's(people i view around me). and i'll try to stop talking shit to fuckheads either over the internet. if i have a problem with a person(s) i will stop talking to them.
but before that goes in to affect i what to say this: it either is sad how fucking retarded ( by retarded i mean serious) some people are with this livejournal shit, people use it to honestly. they use like a real journal, like no one can see how fucking shallow and meaningly there existence is. its crazy. some people are funny and they know it, and they get serious some times and thats fine, but christ those other people make me lose hope i mankind.
okay im done know shittalking from me, ill go back find funny thing to lighten the lj worlds self-esteem.