Snow Day
Am I the only one who does not appreciate a snow day? I love the snow, I just dont love having school cancelled so I can be a couch potato in my room all day because I dont have anyone to go shopping or playing in the snow with. Again, I have friends here, I just dont see them as the type to want to do what I want.
Lately, I've been having a hard time seeing myself as a Becca. Its a bit easier to see Rebecca now, but that name doesnt seem to fit me either. I'm blaming this loss of identity to college and the stupid way in which teachers never believe you are capable of the simple things, but demand genius remarks in class and scholarly journals as homework assignments. I'm blaming my self-image confusion on being far away from the ones I love, and for striving to become someone I dont think I am.
Its been quite a while since I was last creative. I base a lot of my character on my creativity. I was checking out some old web sites today, the kind I would look at in high school, and found myself lost in the sites, gaining fresh ideas and insights to art. I enjoyed my time spent looking at the sites, and had a million ideas running around in my head by nightfall.
Problem is though, that whenever I have some big idea, I am often lost on how to start the project. Issue number one, I dont have the materials needed; Issue number two, I would like to have a friend join me, and none are willing; Issue number three, I do not see how on earth I can finish a project when I've got so much school work to do.
In light of all of this, I am going to start a project, and maybe start a little business or whatnot if my creations are cute. I am going to note that today is day 1 of project A.1 and I will keep track of my project as I go along, making sure to update here so that I can keep up with time management and such.
That is all.
Project A: #1 ; day 1
Lately, I've been having a hard time seeing myself as a Becca. Its a bit easier to see Rebecca now, but that name doesnt seem to fit me either. I'm blaming this loss of identity to college and the stupid way in which teachers never believe you are capable of the simple things, but demand genius remarks in class and scholarly journals as homework assignments. I'm blaming my self-image confusion on being far away from the ones I love, and for striving to become someone I dont think I am.
Its been quite a while since I was last creative. I base a lot of my character on my creativity. I was checking out some old web sites today, the kind I would look at in high school, and found myself lost in the sites, gaining fresh ideas and insights to art. I enjoyed my time spent looking at the sites, and had a million ideas running around in my head by nightfall.
Problem is though, that whenever I have some big idea, I am often lost on how to start the project. Issue number one, I dont have the materials needed; Issue number two, I would like to have a friend join me, and none are willing; Issue number three, I do not see how on earth I can finish a project when I've got so much school work to do.
In light of all of this, I am going to start a project, and maybe start a little business or whatnot if my creations are cute. I am going to note that today is day 1 of project A.1 and I will keep track of my project as I go along, making sure to update here so that I can keep up with time management and such.
That is all.
Project A: #1 ; day 1