the normal quizzes
Your Mood Ring is Purple
Sensual
Clear mind
Purpose is known
Mood Ring Generator
Your Summer Ride is a Jeep
For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities.
You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones.
What's Your Summer Ride?
Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
What's Your Ideal Relationship?
How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.
How Do You Live Your Life?
Well it is now the 15th of August. I'm without Ryan, without Jenn, without Allison (she works too much!!), without motivation. I was watching some movie earlier today and in it a lady talked about a theory she had with guilt, she stated that people arent naturally guilty it is the thought of others thinking we seem guilty that makes us feel that way, and if we were stranded on an island alone, there would be no guilt to be had because no one would be there to make you feel guilty. I believe the same about motivation. It is always said that you have to motivate yourself, but without others to care about what you look like, how successful you are or how smart you seem, there is no motivation. If i were alone on an island i would probably be laying in the same spot all the time, i would not care what i looked like so i would not wash up, i would not get food until i had pangs of hunger, i would not do anything (i've found this out lately by the fact that if i close my door to my room the night before in the morning till whenever i get up the door will stay closed.) I have lost all that motivate me, i cannot count on my mother or my brother for motivation it is harsh but they do not care enough to keep me moving and busy. The cat only motivates me for attention and food, that i like because then i get some attention and food too (since his dish is in the kitchen). Noone comes to my house to ask if i'm free to hang out, noone even calls my phone so that i dont even have to get out of bed, and if i dont get out of bed, then i dont make my bed, wash my face, change clothes, anything.
I used to love the summer, it was full of time for fun and time for relaxing, but lately my summer has been sad and lonely and after shopping at khols for some fall garb, i realized that i might like fall better, because at least then i'm with people and am made to get up and get going in the morning. Although i might like spring better, we'll see, i've never given it any thought, just because i love the heat and warmth, so i figured i was a summer lover, but at the same time, the summer can be so sad and lonely, maybe i'm experiencing the bad type of summer there is, we'll have to weigh the years to find out. I could just be changing, becoming a new person who is more into fall and spring, who knows. i sure as hell dont.
advice to thee, find someone that will motivate you to
, and try not to be pulled away by other responsibilities [ryecca, ie: college]
Ryan
*muah!
-Becca