Aug 01, 2005 23:41
aloha,hola and hafa adai everyone,
just finished watching CONSTANTINE it was pretty awesome; the whole devils and angel things were cool. im getting fatter so fat in fact my mom thinks im pregnant! ehhhh....right..sure (rolls eyes) i dont know some of the things that she says just makes my self esteem a little lower ( thanks mom ). I know that she is trying to motivate me, but come on now please try another way to put it or just love me for who i am and not what i look like.
Im not really looking foward to tomorrow. Who would look foward to going to work, if it makes you feel like shit? i always have to pretend that im happy. ha if you see me at the register and i have a smile on my face, its just a front im really in agony, my feet hurt and im hella tired of hearing bullshit from customers and especially my managers. Sometimes i would stay at the register for like 4 hrs straight no breaks no nothing,people say that its not hard just to scan the items but you try standing there for a long ass time. ha there lucky i need the damn money!
im watching the maury show its pretty ridiculous because before his show used to be all friendly but now its like the JERRY SPRINGER show. everyone is trying to copy him. ha this girl is acting sooo ghetto like that mike jones character....ewwww haha i feel like that she is going to break out the crawfish and show there gold fronts. idiots why would they want to put themselves through embarassment like that.
i feel like i wanna yell and scream and cry at the same time i don't know why? well i do im tooo freakin stressed grrrrrr freak everyone ha do i have territ syndrome haha yah right but yah talk to yall later im going to sleep
im on chapter 13 in harry potter i dont have time to read it always distracted but ill finish it soon