Well I Know Soon You Will Be Strong, You'll Be Rich In Love and You Will Carry On.
I just had a huge breakfast with my family and Sally gave me some cushion money to keep me going
I also found a little check from my previous work study (think 16 bucks) to add the hopefully larger one waiting for me tomorrow
And I also find out about the job at Holland Studios tomorrow - I hope it works out really I do
Part of me is crawling away thinking it will be too much pressure
But I think Jenny was right when I talked to her the other day - there is a part of me that wants this horrible slump to stop
And that part of me, the determined me, is the one that is saying that she can do this and that she wants the job
But trust me, the other part is screaming as I type that last part out and saying "You can't do it! You are crazy! You will fall apart!"
I just hope that the metaphorical wax casing around that part of me appears sooner rather than later
Things should be looking up soon
I hope
That sounds so lovely
So does a shower...so I bid you adeiu and will do that presently
Have an amazing Sunday m'dears
I also found a little check from my previous work study (think 16 bucks) to add the hopefully larger one waiting for me tomorrow
And I also find out about the job at Holland Studios tomorrow - I hope it works out really I do
Part of me is crawling away thinking it will be too much pressure
But I think Jenny was right when I talked to her the other day - there is a part of me that wants this horrible slump to stop
And that part of me, the determined me, is the one that is saying that she can do this and that she wants the job
But trust me, the other part is screaming as I type that last part out and saying "You can't do it! You are crazy! You will fall apart!"
I just hope that the metaphorical wax casing around that part of me appears sooner rather than later
Things should be looking up soon
I hope
That sounds so lovely
So does a shower...so I bid you adeiu and will do that presently
Have an amazing Sunday m'dears