year of the rabbit my ass
so like, this is supposedly the year of the rabbit. I'm a rabbit... shouldn't I be having good luck? I think this year is already starting out shttier than last year, and last year I just lost someone I couldn't stand to be around anymore, and my guinea pig had died a week prior to the new year. this year.. mostly seems to be attacking the creative part of me. I've been desperately trying to get into the habit of drawing something every day, even if it's just a stupid doodle. I got two problems normally: I'm incredibly lazy, and I can never decide on a proper schedule to do this. Another problem is: if I do decide a schedule and finally get into the habit, something's gotta come along and throw me out of whack. let's take a look!
January: "HELL YEAH TIME TO DRAW EVERYDAY, I NEED TO INCREASE MY SKILL BECAUSE HOLY SHIT AT THIS AGE I'M A NOOB." *spends a couple days doodling and working on a digital drawing, something that hasn't been done in a looonngg time*...*last remaining grandparent in mexico finally gives up on life and passes away*... "well, that's just great." *depressed for the rest of the month*
1st half of February: "OKAY FUCK DEPRESSION WORK THROUGH IT" *makes a commitment to finally get into fandom, jumps headfirst into working on a rather difficult kink meme request because I'm an idiot*...*food poisoning, knocked out for about a week* "FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF." *is now just waiting on ebay to see if I can find a cheap figure as reference for one of the characters because lol transformers are hard to draw*
2nd half of February: "okay fuck this kink meme for right now, let's do something else" *instead gets to work on trying to make a really rare pairing more popular...practices a small doodle of said pairing*...*is drawing, notices a wet spot in the carpet*.."oh hell no." *PIPE IN BACK OF ROOM HAD BEEN LEAKING ALL DAY AND FINALLY STARTED TO FLOOD PART OF MY ROOM.*...*hole in the wall, musty-wet-carpet-smell, random crap and objects all over bed, cannot stay in room because of stank, have to sleep in my mom's room with the dog's all over me and my momma's loud snoring* ...*crryyyyyyyyyy*...*finally back in my room, hole still in the wall, smell not as bad, carpet slowly drying*...*will try to be creative again either tonight, or tomorrow night* "FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF" *the figure I want for this pairing is extremely rare, like 100$, so i may or may not continue trying to draw this pairing in "professional" quality without the reference* "fffffff."
I can only imagine what will happen next. but please, that's enough. I neeeeeeeeed to get back into the swing of things! gyaaaahhhh kajsdkfjasfksa.
January: "HELL YEAH TIME TO DRAW EVERYDAY, I NEED TO INCREASE MY SKILL BECAUSE HOLY SHIT AT THIS AGE I'M A NOOB." *spends a couple days doodling and working on a digital drawing, something that hasn't been done in a looonngg time*...*last remaining grandparent in mexico finally gives up on life and passes away*... "well, that's just great." *depressed for the rest of the month*
1st half of February: "OKAY FUCK DEPRESSION WORK THROUGH IT" *makes a commitment to finally get into fandom, jumps headfirst into working on a rather difficult kink meme request because I'm an idiot*...*food poisoning, knocked out for about a week* "FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF." *is now just waiting on ebay to see if I can find a cheap figure as reference for one of the characters because lol transformers are hard to draw*
2nd half of February: "okay fuck this kink meme for right now, let's do something else" *instead gets to work on trying to make a really rare pairing more popular...practices a small doodle of said pairing*...*is drawing, notices a wet spot in the carpet*.."oh hell no." *PIPE IN BACK OF ROOM HAD BEEN LEAKING ALL DAY AND FINALLY STARTED TO FLOOD PART OF MY ROOM.*...*hole in the wall, musty-wet-carpet-smell, random crap and objects all over bed, cannot stay in room because of stank, have to sleep in my mom's room with the dog's all over me and my momma's loud snoring* ...*crryyyyyyyyyy*...*finally back in my room, hole still in the wall, smell not as bad, carpet slowly drying*...*will try to be creative again either tonight, or tomorrow night* "FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF" *the figure I want for this pairing is extremely rare, like 100$, so i may or may not continue trying to draw this pairing in "professional" quality without the reference* "fffffff."
I can only imagine what will happen next. but please, that's enough. I neeeeeeeeed to get back into the swing of things! gyaaaahhhh kajsdkfjasfksa.