Apr 21, 2005 02:11
A summery of my last few days:
1) Big drama ending.
2) ANOTHER even bigger drama begining. Totally crushed my world for awhile. Not kidding.
3) Lots of tears and aggression. Lots of wanting to go home and never come back.
4) Obsessing and coping and forgetting the reason I'm here.
5) Working my ass off and finding a solution to part of the problem.
6) FINALLY able to begin studying/catching up on my mid term studying.
7) Roommate not coming back, frantically trying to find her, finally succeeding.
8) Obsessing over the past. Rereading what I already know. I need to stop.
9) Sitting here writting this. Oh my god I have so much work to catch up on...
10) Dying and resuurecting self tomorrow at 8 (crosses fingers I can wake my ass up) in the morning.
God I'm stressed and have some serious contemplating to do.
We want to know why, but instead we must determine what next.
The end.