happy feeling accomplish
*waves*
hello guys, how are you? gee i miss LJ so much T^T i miss writing fics, i miss blogging random stuffs.. like you see, seems like forever i didn't write something in here it almost died LOL i was busy with my final project that i need hiatus. well, wasn't really shutting the internet down tho i still sp*amming my twitter timeline XD i need internet for my final project so.. yeah, can't really leave internet to focus~ all i did is maybe reduced some fangirling activities this is too, not really leaving LOL such a distraction
and i have a good news. my final project presentation was a big success imma graduate this year~! yay-ness~
*sigh*
after too many regrets and all those self-blaming thing, i could finally done something good. i passed my final project presentation successfully and made everybody proud. i'm so happy. one from not so many good things i've done for my mother. it feels really great when i heard her crying happily and praise the lord.. finally, after so many times i let her down, after all the untold disappointments i caused on her, i can give her something to proud of.
one target achievement was scratched on the list, now lets working on the next target to achieve.
dear father, do see us from up there? im struggling hard to survive, event tho its difficult for me to walk without looking back. there's no trace for me to follow, so i always go back to the past to learn where i should go. people said dont look back, but they dont know that 'looking back' is my only way to move on, because i have nothing on my front to hold on to.
im trying hard to stay alive. i know i have responsibilities, i know i have things to protect. so i'll try harder.. for everything that i have now, for everything that i treasure, i'll struggle fiercer.
now let's wait for my graduation ceremony, let's make another proud moment. wish us the best luck!
have a nice day~