have been away from this place quite a while now! but i'm back, so.... uh, well, nothing exceptional will happen because of it. but i'm back anyways. LOL
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is alex okay? the picture she has on her website is kind of unsettling, but maybe it's just me. plus now you have that message on your public lj and i was just wondering if she's ok. haven't heard anything about her in a long while.....
I dunno, I haven't talked to her in over a year. Hell, I hadn't THOUGHT of her in over a year until I happened across that picture and decided to post it
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well, either way the picture got that way it doesn't bode well for her emotional state, you know what i mean? like even if she did photo-shop it, that's disconcerting too tho not as bad.
and the way i see it, if i think it's photoshop and then find out it's not, i'd feel even worse for having thought that. besides her eyes look really hollow like she's anorexic or on heroin. i dunno. you're right, at a certain point you have to stop making someone else's problems your life. and i don't blame you for it that's for sure, so i hope you didn't take it to mean that.
it does make me wonder about what environment she's in now tho, the people she surrounds herself with, that make it even worse, like being in pro-ana sites online. that must exacerbate the situation. well anyway i guess there's nothing i can do, and i don't even know her very well, but it's really sad to me.
mary was watching an epcot video the other day of alex dressed up and dancing- it was so cute!
hmmm... i knew there was something "off" about the picture... i just looked at it again and am convinced she photo-shopped it because in it her chin is pretty much a triangle, and no matter how skinny you are i don't think chin bones make that shape. LOL!
i still worry about her tho- her eyes like i mentioned and her hair looks all stringy which it didn't before- which is a sign of lack of nutrients, right? maybe i'm blowing it out of proportion...
but yes, that's photoshopped, the more i look i can tell. there's barely a neck in it, either, and even emaciated... i don't think that's how her chin & neck would look!
Well I never had any doubt in my mind that her emotional state of mind was always in shambles if existant at all. And I didn't really think you were blaming me lol. It was all there long before I came along, I think everyone knows that by now. Though I know I was blamed for a little while.
And yes, usually hair and skin condition is the first sign of a lack of proper nutrition. When she came to stay with me, all she would do was eat junk food :P
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and the way i see it, if i think it's photoshop and then find out it's not, i'd feel even worse for having thought that.
besides her eyes look really hollow like she's anorexic or on heroin. i dunno. you're right, at a certain point you have to stop making someone else's problems your life. and i don't blame you for it that's for sure, so i hope you didn't take it to mean that.
it does make me wonder about what environment she's in now tho, the people she surrounds herself with, that make it even worse, like being in pro-ana sites online. that must exacerbate the situation. well anyway i guess there's nothing i can do, and i don't even know her very well, but it's really sad to me.
mary was watching an epcot video the other day of alex dressed up and dancing- it was so cute!
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i still worry about her tho- her eyes like i mentioned and her hair looks all stringy which it didn't before- which is a sign of lack of nutrients, right?
maybe i'm blowing it out of proportion...
but yes, that's photoshopped, the more i look i can tell. there's barely a neck in it, either, and even emaciated... i don't think that's how her chin & neck would look!
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And yes, usually hair and skin condition is the first sign of a lack of proper nutrition. When she came to stay with me, all she would do was eat junk food :P
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