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I am very sorry to everyone who was upset by what happened to me. I'm still very upset about what happened to me. I should at least comment, I should, but I don't want to linger on the computer. And I should come visit, I would like to, but I'm so shaky right now. And there is a newborn to take care of.
I just need to sit here and hold my baby for awhile.
Rest assured, I will want to prance about showing him off soon enough, but for now I need to put aside all my confusion and fear and everything to take care of my son.
Of course, my heart cannot be truly content until Kyuso is happy, but I have a son, and he needs me, so I will be as strong as I can for him. His first day is not to be full of fear and anxiety, it is being filled with love.
I just need to sit here and hold my baby for awhile.
Rest assured, I will want to prance about showing him off soon enough, but for now I need to put aside all my confusion and fear and everything to take care of my son.
Of course, my heart cannot be truly content until Kyuso is happy, but I have a son, and he needs me, so I will be as strong as I can for him. His first day is not to be full of fear and anxiety, it is being filled with love.