May 04, 2014 23:34
I've written a lot (by my count) of fanfics lately and it's taking a toll on me.
I've been waking up around two in the afternoon everyday and I occasionally sport up headaches from time to time. It's because I'm taking writing fanfics seriously guys. I want to improve what little talent I have into something substantial and worthwhile.
I should probably work on writing at earlier times of the day BUT the magic starts at 3 AM. It's like when the clock strikes three, I hold on a pen and a blank sheet of paper and the ideas just come to me. Sometimes it lasts until 6 AM, hence my unhealthy habit of waking up in the afternoon.
And since I don't like writing short fics, this "thing" usually occurs for a week or so until I feel satisfied with the outcome (except "flightless angels and teasing stars", i gave up on it on my third week because jfc the angst is killing me).
I don't even know why I'm posting this rant. Nobody cares anyway. Yeah, letting off a little steam. ;*
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