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i texted *Him* today and said....I Love You But Do You Even Care? And i got this bak...'I do but i need space'
he has all the space he needs. all i need is the truth whether it hurts me or not. idc nemore. i would rather be hurt then hold on to sumfin that doesnt wanna hold on to me. i would rather cry and move on than to sit here and cry and have no chance of happiness. i would rather be alone then waiting for him who isnt waiting for me to wait for him..............................i just want the truth and nothing but the truth. so i texted him again just a minute ago and said this 'u there plz talk 2 me dont shut me out i really need 2 kno da truth n its lies inside u n ur da only 1 who can tell me whether it hurts me or not i wanna kno plz.' no reply yet. ill tell you what he says if he replys bak. he was online but i asked him 'if he plans on bein with me within the next year.' and he said 'i dont know' so i asked how he doesnt know if he wants to be with me or not' and he got offline. oh god he's bak online. prolly gna talk to me.
god....why does life hafta have pain and suffering in it. now my cuzzin's heart is broken and he wants to hurt himself. god i cant lose him too. i love him. i need him. godddddd.... I LOVE YOU CUZ!
SUMONE PLEASE HELP USSS! GET US OUT OF THIS CRUEL WORLD!
he has all the space he needs. all i need is the truth whether it hurts me or not. idc nemore. i would rather be hurt then hold on to sumfin that doesnt wanna hold on to me. i would rather cry and move on than to sit here and cry and have no chance of happiness. i would rather be alone then waiting for him who isnt waiting for me to wait for him..............................i just want the truth and nothing but the truth. so i texted him again just a minute ago and said this 'u there plz talk 2 me dont shut me out i really need 2 kno da truth n its lies inside u n ur da only 1 who can tell me whether it hurts me or not i wanna kno plz.' no reply yet. ill tell you what he says if he replys bak. he was online but i asked him 'if he plans on bein with me within the next year.' and he said 'i dont know' so i asked how he doesnt know if he wants to be with me or not' and he got offline. oh god he's bak online. prolly gna talk to me.
god....why does life hafta have pain and suffering in it. now my cuzzin's heart is broken and he wants to hurt himself. god i cant lose him too. i love him. i need him. godddddd.... I LOVE YOU CUZ!
SUMONE PLEASE HELP USSS! GET US OUT OF THIS CRUEL WORLD!