Jun 14, 2005 18:52
i think i just mad eup my decision... im gone im sooo fuckin gone... i need to be herer... im been thru enough shit bein here...all ima do is give up here...IM SO FUCKIN GONE... i hate it here i hate everyone in this house... my mother is a bitch god i wish i could just fuckin leave right now... i would so fuckin leave.. far far away from this hell i just wanna omg i just wanna....lsdkfjslfjklkjsdflkjs
if i stay here i swear to god i will die and give up..how can i not with them here? i cant make my own fuckin decisions ... im not old enuff to know wats right for me... she says shes my mother and she cares FUCK THAT she never has before.. FUCK HER! FUCK THEM ALL.. ill do wat ME happy NOT them... its ALL me right now i dont giva fuck about them FUCK THIS shit.... FUCK THIS ALL!
JUST FUCKIN KILL ME NOW PLEASE SUMBODY JUST FUCKIN DO IT...
FUCK EVERYBODY... u dont want me happy? FUCK YOU go to fuckin hell....ill help you along with that one!
GOD I HATE BEIN ME!