this is a poem for rj....i love you soo much :'(

[baebytears16]

*Lets make this right....together*

im sorry for all of this pain
for all this grief i put inside you
im sorry youre unhappy
im sorry that its what i put you through
i dont understand any of this
why even after all we're been through
the signs i can miss
whats the reason for my life
what was i sent to do
after all this pain
i still believe it is all for you
i cant do anything to make you happy
i cant do anything to change this
all i do is make you miserable
i wish the signs i didnt miss
you say nothing is going right
what does this say for me
i tried as hard as i could alone
i only wish to still believe
what am i in your life
am i nothing or everything to you
either way i cant make this right
i search for answers as i search for the truth
i cant do this alone
i cant even believe in us without you
i hardly can breathe without you
im nothing when i dont have you
you fulfill everything in me
all i do is smile around you
only you can make me happy
i dont want to lose this
i cant live without you here
im lost without you
this i cant bare
all i want to do is make this righjt
all i want is to be us again
i dont want to fight anymore tonight
lets make thig right....together

I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!..... god i wish things were easier :'(