18 days to go....
xmas is always interesting... seeing your family your roots how you behave the way you do and why- it can drive you crazy and make you feel good at the same time.
off all this week-sorta. lanlord is making me work for him.argh. tomorrow- aint doing a thing but sit in my underwear and watch movies. might clean up. prob not.
sister is drivng me nuts. what else can i do for her?? i gave all that i could and now i swamped with my own shite and she still wants sympathy from me. how did i become this cold hearted bitch??? i know the reasons why but i want to be bigger than that.
right now-sneaking to write at landlords, drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette and thinking about damien.
we decided to wait and open presents face to face.
n.y.e.-parents then becca's. dont need to go out. might get drunk and flirt a little too much. which is sad but miss boy alot. sigh. ex andrew called, so did another flirt that i had. i think they can smell that i moved on=very strange.
oh well. back to work.
off all this week-sorta. lanlord is making me work for him.argh. tomorrow- aint doing a thing but sit in my underwear and watch movies. might clean up. prob not.
sister is drivng me nuts. what else can i do for her?? i gave all that i could and now i swamped with my own shite and she still wants sympathy from me. how did i become this cold hearted bitch??? i know the reasons why but i want to be bigger than that.
right now-sneaking to write at landlords, drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette and thinking about damien.
we decided to wait and open presents face to face.
n.y.e.-parents then becca's. dont need to go out. might get drunk and flirt a little too much. which is sad but miss boy alot. sigh. ex andrew called, so did another flirt that i had. i think they can smell that i moved on=very strange.
oh well. back to work.