wednesday
the new schedule is working out. worked at landlords until midnight. felt very productive at the end of it.
had some sort of food poisoning though at 2 am. jesus my poor bum hole. i am very afraid to eat anything right now.
today-go to landlords ( new), then work. arrgh.
and then 2 more days till weekend.
is greyhounds tonight??
this weekend i am catching up on movies: i heart huckabees, first off gotta see that. then i have to see another one, hopefully horror.
gotta gotta clean my nasty house, preferably before sat study hour. :-)
the human condition: pride wont get you anywhere in a relationship, not if you really care and love someone. yeah they can make you mad, hurt you, and your ego goes "well fuck this i dont deserve this" but then if when you cool down and you realize you really miss them and they make the effort to win you back i.e. show that they do give a fuck ( and even though it may not be the exact way you wanted it IT STILL HAPPENED AT LEAST) then everything else can be worked out. dont hold on to anger and self defeating emotions if its standing in the way of you having something really wonderful. move on, punish them a little, and still move on.life is too short, esp now with bush in office.
did i mention that YYPB Andrew and i made up? then next came the make up sex...... SIGH........
had some sort of food poisoning though at 2 am. jesus my poor bum hole. i am very afraid to eat anything right now.
today-go to landlords ( new), then work. arrgh.
and then 2 more days till weekend.
is greyhounds tonight??
this weekend i am catching up on movies: i heart huckabees, first off gotta see that. then i have to see another one, hopefully horror.
gotta gotta clean my nasty house, preferably before sat study hour. :-)
the human condition: pride wont get you anywhere in a relationship, not if you really care and love someone. yeah they can make you mad, hurt you, and your ego goes "well fuck this i dont deserve this" but then if when you cool down and you realize you really miss them and they make the effort to win you back i.e. show that they do give a fuck ( and even though it may not be the exact way you wanted it IT STILL HAPPENED AT LEAST) then everything else can be worked out. dont hold on to anger and self defeating emotions if its standing in the way of you having something really wonderful. move on, punish them a little, and still move on.life is too short, esp now with bush in office.
did i mention that YYPB Andrew and i made up? then next came the make up sex...... SIGH........