Oct 03, 2004 22:13
okay: date went well. very surprisingly well. lets see had on white v-neck mens shirt, black and pink striped skirt so cute enough. dinner was at vortex- and conversation went well. then off to see debbie does dallas and that was sooo awesome. it was soo funny,loved it. now have to see the actual porn :-)
then had a beer at felini's. was fine, i had other friends there, giving us free beer.
then my house. where we had the "talk" where we discussed "us". it was awesome. got some stuff off my chest that i hadnt told him yet, he explained himself some more, it was very very cool. i feel much better at giving this another shot now.
it sux ass to get hurt. am i going to be a coward and say no just because of it? hell no.
i realized part of the reason why i wasnt looking forward to the date was because i was afraid of liking him again i.e. he gets the power to hurt me again. but what can ya do right? right.
so hope it continues on like it has been. and i actually do.:-)so c'mon lets go. ready to see what happens next :-)
enough of last night- today watched movies, ate pizza and hung out and napped with my girl nakeya- we havent done a day like that in months
now homework, then more tv gotta love a sunday :-)