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Oh shit.....
I've got that feeling again.. That I am harming myself.... Because of my anger.... I hate my anger... why do I have to freak out so much and don't stop to think..... I need to calm down, mellow out... or maybe just die or something...I can't believe it. I can't.... Well of course I can, I just don't want to......... I LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER! DON'T YOU GET IT?! I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER, BUT I AM THE PROBLEM! WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO BE THE PROBLEM!?!?!? DAMNIT!