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i hate job corps...cause...they keep on trying to fuck with me. first off...mr harris....he talks alot of shit. he said that he doesnt want me going to live with rose because he's sure that if if do go and live with her that i will end up in jail. i'm sitting there agruing and defending her. he says that im just strung out over her and that thats all. when people tell me things like htis it makes me feel real small and stupid. i just have to remember that yes...i do love rose...and she's not the same person she used to be. i said that to mr harris and he said that she is the same person....she just is wearing a disguise. he said that people cant change....they will always be who they've been...but they can disguise who they are. i hope that i'm right...in fact...i now that im right. rose isnt pulling no stunt and who she is isnt some sort of "diguise". if it was then she wouldnt have told me all that about her....mr harris is actin like i dont know anything about rose...i might not know everything in the world about her but i do know alot about her...she is th one that made me not sell weed...she's the one who has kept me safe and out of trouble...so fuck mr harris and all those adults. they shouldnt be worried about my relationship anyway...why wont they just let me be with my girl? sometimes they start to convince me that i'm worng...but when that happens i feel guilty...i know im right...but they seem to have so much venom and so much hatred and they say it with so much heart...i just feel small and wrong...like it's one against 500. but i'd rather be on her side then anyone elses.