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I have a general dislike of phones as a medium of communication but I particuarly hate it when people say they'll call and never do...I've tried convincing myself that it's really just my own fault for letting it bother me and not being able to forget about it but when there's an expectation set I'm not able to fully stay in the moment because there this distracting/irritating waiting going on. Everything is shaded with annoyance..even if I am able to forget for a while the continual reoccurence of the remembering/wondering/trying to forget gets tiring and aggravating. In the end I feel that it's not uncalled for to be somewhat upset...
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re: last post/quizy thing.
I do think it's time for some serious contemplation on contentment vs. happiness. Maybe part of the reason I get so upset over llittle things is that when little things are wrong it more quickly exposes the fact that there's not much I'm getting from my relationships and so the little things are a sort of steep price...o maybe I just should stop trying to think after I've been moving all day.
Also, my entire body hurts.
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re: last post/quizy thing.
I do think it's time for some serious contemplation on contentment vs. happiness. Maybe part of the reason I get so upset over llittle things is that when little things are wrong it more quickly exposes the fact that there's not much I'm getting from my relationships and so the little things are a sort of steep price...o maybe I just should stop trying to think after I've been moving all day.
Also, my entire body hurts.