i just couldnt leave it alone, i kept picking at that scab.
i was a happy kid. i was an angsty teen. i am a bipolar adult. what the hell happened? haha
i swear i'll have dementia as an elder. =|
eddie izzard this sunday in vegas. i dont have a reliable car to get us there. i think we might have to rent a car....but i dont use the credit card b/c that gets people into trouble....so i think i might have to ask a friend to rent the car and give them cash. yup. *nods*
i spent 900 for repairs. and made a double car payment. being broke is scary. =[
thankfully we get paid tomorrow. from the door shop and two step. (blockbuster is the alternating fridays) im glad its the big payday, ya know? stressing over finances isnt fun at all.
dianne deleted her myspace account last night sometime......i commented on it via text, she's really depressed today. saying she wished she'd disappear, and she's dead, etc. =[
i hope i never become that depressed. i love living, and breathing, i just get moody sometimes, but never want to die...just the opposite.. i want to live forever. there's so much i want to see and know that i wont be able to. murr.
my youngest will be going to kindergarten this year. see???? the years fly by so fast. he's already going to school. then high school, and im sitting in the sidelines just watching it all thinking wow, shit sone, time is flying. and yes, im getting older. eep!!
i need to schedule his boosters as much as he and i are procrastinating. i dont like when the ped gives him shots, i cry. not in front of my son, but when he isnt around. it kills me to see him in pain. aww.....just thinking about it made tears well up in my eyes just now. my poor baby. =[ and he HATES the ped when its shot day. other times he's alright but shot day, that man is the devil himself.
i bought some great literature from amazon about a week ago, maybe two.. from my childhood that i want to share with my children. who remembers the fudge series by Judy Blume and the Ramona series by Beverly Cleary? my husband was commenting that he absolutely LOVED Roald Dahl's books. and commented that the witches and bfg were two of his favorite books as a child. i secretly ordered them and addressed the package to "matt yoder" and they came in the mail he was thrilled that i thought to do that. i noted now he will read, hehe.. (he HATES reading...dyslexia is a bitch) and he can share them with the boys. =D
pee ess the joker was uhhhmazing in the dark knight!
i swear i'll have dementia as an elder. =|
eddie izzard this sunday in vegas. i dont have a reliable car to get us there. i think we might have to rent a car....but i dont use the credit card b/c that gets people into trouble....so i think i might have to ask a friend to rent the car and give them cash. yup. *nods*
i spent 900 for repairs. and made a double car payment. being broke is scary. =[
thankfully we get paid tomorrow. from the door shop and two step. (blockbuster is the alternating fridays) im glad its the big payday, ya know? stressing over finances isnt fun at all.
dianne deleted her myspace account last night sometime......i commented on it via text, she's really depressed today. saying she wished she'd disappear, and she's dead, etc. =[
i hope i never become that depressed. i love living, and breathing, i just get moody sometimes, but never want to die...just the opposite.. i want to live forever. there's so much i want to see and know that i wont be able to. murr.
my youngest will be going to kindergarten this year. see???? the years fly by so fast. he's already going to school. then high school, and im sitting in the sidelines just watching it all thinking wow, shit sone, time is flying. and yes, im getting older. eep!!
i need to schedule his boosters as much as he and i are procrastinating. i dont like when the ped gives him shots, i cry. not in front of my son, but when he isnt around. it kills me to see him in pain. aww.....just thinking about it made tears well up in my eyes just now. my poor baby. =[ and he HATES the ped when its shot day. other times he's alright but shot day, that man is the devil himself.
i bought some great literature from amazon about a week ago, maybe two.. from my childhood that i want to share with my children. who remembers the fudge series by Judy Blume and the Ramona series by Beverly Cleary? my husband was commenting that he absolutely LOVED Roald Dahl's books. and commented that the witches and bfg were two of his favorite books as a child. i secretly ordered them and addressed the package to "matt yoder" and they came in the mail he was thrilled that i thought to do that. i noted now he will read, hehe.. (he HATES reading...dyslexia is a bitch) and he can share them with the boys. =D
pee ess the joker was uhhhmazing in the dark knight!