i done told you once you son of a bitch, im the best thats ever been

Jun 12, 2008 11:53

okay seriously, i had some fucked up dreams last night. they were so disturbing. really.
i dont like my mind sometimes.

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donna. dead. and kevin. dead. and reanimated. the pervert from darkside talking to me about kevin while we stood next to his dead body. they were on reading tables. you leave them there for three days. and the secret circle with lights i guess they were souls. and the fact i was witnessing it through the trees. and shouldnt be and would be murdered if i was caught. my grandma. my aunt. both in the circle of light. and andrea's daughter there with me spying. then in the bathroom.? then how i should believe in god and heaven. and i missed my chance. facing inevitable hell.

i woke up so wigged out...

THENNN

belinda. i whispered into her ear in the kitchen they are going to kill you when you leave. then said aloud as i hugged her bye "i love you" and she left out the back door and my mother ran after her with my biological father and two others with hand guns to gun her down. then i went out back during the shoot out and my children were there encouraging this madness.
they didnt kill her and came back in pissed about her having being tipped off.

i watch too much fucking violent stuff and listen to too much violent music im starting t0 think......its affecting me. =[
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