I update too much.

Jul 27, 2004 23:08

You would think considering how much I update this shit and stuff that I dont have a life, buts it's completely the opposite. I am ALWAYS busy, there is never a time when I'm not doing anything. I am constantly working myself to the bone, I need to stop and smell the flowers. But there ARE no flowers. It's all just paved road. I have too much to do, too many things to worry about. Today my current worries are : I have a lot of bad back pain, I've had three anxiety attacks already, I'm getting a cold, and I'm extremely overtired. PLUS I have to set up my driver training so I can get my liscence and I have to go car hunting, and possibly second job hunting.
The capacity of my brain cannot withstand all of that information.
What the hell.
I think someone put windex in my pop. I really need to stop drinking this shit.

SIN'S TO DO/GOAL LIST:

1. Stop being unhealthy
2. Start dancing again
3. Start working out again
4. Get prepared for school, it's going to be a LONG year.
5. Handle money better, meaning DON'T buy things
6. Go to a chiropractor
7. Go to the doctor for anxiety.
8. Set up driver's ED
9. Go car hunting with Daddy.
10. Read more.
11. Write more.
12. Learn more.
13. Stop. And listen.

And it just grows everytime I let my brain cell's connect.
My spine just detachted itself from my head.
I'll be going now.

<3Sin
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