new year, new you?
I truly believe that somethings really do happen for a reason. As it has been said before, "When one door shuts, another one opens." Sometimes, we as human beings are so overwhelmed with our emotions that we don't really notice that "opened door" and before it's too late, that door shuts on us. We may not like the things that happens to us, we may even hurt from the actions of others, but sometimes, just sometimes.. it may have been the best thing that has ever happened to us. We may not realize it now, but if it didn't happen.. for all you know, you could be stuck in a miserable state of mind. We may not understand why some things happen to us, at the particular time.. but just step back. take a look around. and open your eyes and see the possibilities that are right in front of your face.
I must admit, I am jealous. Jealous that he has moved on. Jealous that I'm not getting the attention I once gotten. But the bottom line is, I was miserable. I felt trapped. I felt tied down. Granted, all that might've just been in my head. But sad to say, the physical attraction was never really there to begin with. What was there, was the attraction of the attention that I continuously received over and over and over again. Until one day.. I took it too far. I crossed the line. And I played him like a fool. In my defense, no matter what he said, or what he did, there was still something sneaky about him. He couldn't be trusted. Not completely, at least. Not with my heart. And after the things I've read that night.. it just proved me right more and more!
The past is the past now. A new year, once again, is about to embark on a new journey. The question is, will I put the past behind me? Will I seek past the troubles that are stirring around me and find that open door? Well, I hope so. I can't help how I feel. But what's done is done and it is now time to move on..
Why is it that we can't appreciate and enjoy what we have? Why are we so afraid of what others think of us? Are we afraid that what we actually have, may be the best thing that's ever happened to us?? Why is it that we always think that the grass is greener on the other side? If we know what we have now is amazing, why must we continuously seek for something new? Why do we always think that what we have now is just never good enough? What are we so afraid of anyway? huh?? what?? (And by we, I really mean me.)
I guess as long as we continue to live this life.. we shall never be satisfied.
-one love-
I must admit, I am jealous. Jealous that he has moved on. Jealous that I'm not getting the attention I once gotten. But the bottom line is, I was miserable. I felt trapped. I felt tied down. Granted, all that might've just been in my head. But sad to say, the physical attraction was never really there to begin with. What was there, was the attraction of the attention that I continuously received over and over and over again. Until one day.. I took it too far. I crossed the line. And I played him like a fool. In my defense, no matter what he said, or what he did, there was still something sneaky about him. He couldn't be trusted. Not completely, at least. Not with my heart. And after the things I've read that night.. it just proved me right more and more!
The past is the past now. A new year, once again, is about to embark on a new journey. The question is, will I put the past behind me? Will I seek past the troubles that are stirring around me and find that open door? Well, I hope so. I can't help how I feel. But what's done is done and it is now time to move on..
Why is it that we can't appreciate and enjoy what we have? Why are we so afraid of what others think of us? Are we afraid that what we actually have, may be the best thing that's ever happened to us?? Why is it that we always think that the grass is greener on the other side? If we know what we have now is amazing, why must we continuously seek for something new? Why do we always think that what we have now is just never good enough? What are we so afraid of anyway? huh?? what?? (And by we, I really mean me.)
I guess as long as we continue to live this life.. we shall never be satisfied.
-one love-