On Self Loathing
I had a very fearful moment tonight, wherein I thought someone that I knew had died in a car accident, which turned out to be totally wrong, but there was this pit in my stomache, and when I heard I just did shot after shot, and then it turned out to be wrong....
Stupid me.
Anyways, the Laramie Project is done, and the entire cast has this weird mild campus celebrity thing going on right now, where people tell us how awesome we were and Ive never spoken to them before... its cool.
So awesome job everyone, I must say, and I love the entire cast I was in the play with.
So whats the point of this entry you may ask? I dont know. I havent done this for a while, and Im feeling bored. And a tiny bit lonely.
Yes, Roger has had these lame mild twinges of sad lately, that come randomly and inexplicably.
Whats up with that?
Been trying to write a lot of music, and its been going OK. Where are the words though??? What happened to WORDS???????????
Eating cheetos. Nice.
So tired. RED RED WINE MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
I need to go to sleep. Shit.
This is a bit of a manic entry, I know, I just need something new.
I almost drove to New York yesterday for fun, but instead I saw the Incredibles. Because where would I have stayed in New York? Where I say?
I miss the summer. I miss not being in school. I miss the city.
I am going to miss being at school, I am going to miss the snow, I am going to miss the stars.
Whenever there is something to wait for, people always say that the WAITING is the worst part.
Its even worse when you dont know what to be waiting for.
Damn. This is the lamest entry ever. I sound so much like a mess.
Im not, honestly. Im just in a nasty mood, it'll pass.
Goodnight. I promise Ill have a good night if you will.
Peace.
Stupid me.
Anyways, the Laramie Project is done, and the entire cast has this weird mild campus celebrity thing going on right now, where people tell us how awesome we were and Ive never spoken to them before... its cool.
So awesome job everyone, I must say, and I love the entire cast I was in the play with.
So whats the point of this entry you may ask? I dont know. I havent done this for a while, and Im feeling bored. And a tiny bit lonely.
Yes, Roger has had these lame mild twinges of sad lately, that come randomly and inexplicably.
Whats up with that?
Been trying to write a lot of music, and its been going OK. Where are the words though??? What happened to WORDS???????????
Eating cheetos. Nice.
So tired. RED RED WINE MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
I need to go to sleep. Shit.
This is a bit of a manic entry, I know, I just need something new.
I almost drove to New York yesterday for fun, but instead I saw the Incredibles. Because where would I have stayed in New York? Where I say?
I miss the summer. I miss not being in school. I miss the city.
I am going to miss being at school, I am going to miss the snow, I am going to miss the stars.
Whenever there is something to wait for, people always say that the WAITING is the worst part.
Its even worse when you dont know what to be waiting for.
Damn. This is the lamest entry ever. I sound so much like a mess.
Im not, honestly. Im just in a nasty mood, it'll pass.
Goodnight. I promise Ill have a good night if you will.
Peace.