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[badporn]

I AM NOT: a rainbow of happiness
I WAS: an empty shell
I WAS NEVER: content with who/where i am
I WILL BE: a toby
I WILL: be fired soon
I WILL NOT: get myself into a pit i dig for myself
I LIKE: hugs
I LOVE: smiles
I DISLIKE: reality
I HATE: my reality
I WANT: to leave
I NEED: to leave entirely too much behind
I DON'T WANT: to wake up
I DONT NEED: to wear shoes
I SHOULDN'T: fill my body with so many chemicals
I'D LIKE TO HAVE: nothing...literally
I LISTEN: if you'll talk
I EAT: psylocybin
I DRINK: fruit juice
I DRESS: in whatever suits my mood
I LAUGH: raucously
I DRIVE: myself in obnboxious circles
I PLAY: pretend
I CRY: for others
I YELL: when i'm frustrated
I DREAM:
I FEEL: alone
I MAKE: good food
I READ: not nearly as much as I should/want/need to
I WATCH: my cat puur contently
I SAY: doo in doo doo feelin groovy
I WISH I COULD: do everything and make everyone happy
I WISH I WAS: on the dark side of the moon
I WISH I WASN'T: alive
I WISH I KNEW: all and nothing
I AM HAPPY: when i am loved
I AM LONELY: when i'm alone
I AM SAD: when i think
I AM MAD: when i think
I AM DEPRESSED: when i think
I AM HORNY: when i think
I LOVE MYSELF: I'm not sure i do
I HATE MYSELF: when i think
I WANT TO ______RIGHT NOW: be with others
I WANT TO ______ TOMORROW: be dead