Those days

[own_you_all]

Some days it feels like Im the same old me
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be free,
Like i never changed, haven't grown
Like its always going to be me, alone
I try so hard to be over this
I try so hard not to reminisce
I hate having to let myself down
I hate that that part of me, is still around
I love the person Im becoming
I love when Im too strong for succumbing
But theres always those days, and those nights
But I still cant handle the pressure or fights
A lonely insomniac has time to think
An addict could use a pill and a drink
Someday I will overcome
Someday I'll be all that I want to become