Dec 27, 2004 20:49
so my christmas was pretty great.. I spent it with my family for the first time. well.. everyone except my mom.. this is the first christmas I've spent away from my home, but I was really happy.. I was in pretty high spirits anyway. :0) at least until I got sick. I worked all weekend being sick so I wasn't in a really good mood this weekend. I'll be okay though. I have tomorrow off, and then I work for 3 days, and on the 3rd I get to see mathew. it's been almost 2 weeks since I've seen him!! fucking rediculous. new years eve is going to rock though.. I don't care if we just lay around high all night.. that'll be the best. :0)
I got a new digi-cam from my dad for christmas.. it's awesome.. I like it at least. it isn't at all what I wanted, but that's just fine with me.
I talked to my mom and she said that she'd buy mat and I both tickets to come visit around the end of january.. the dates are supposed to be January 29th - February 5th.. I can't fucking WAIT. :0) I hope she actually follows through for me this time.. I need a new years miracle.
I really should stop smoking cigarettes.. I don't know what to do though. I was talking to Mat on the phone yesterday and he asked me if I was smoking a cigarette.. and I told him yes.. then he was like.. Dawwwwn.. stop smoking!! [he stopped smoking a couple weeks ago] I'm so proud of him for doing it, too.. I wish I could just make myself stop.. I bet I probably could I just actually have to try.. I just have to DO IT!! hahahah..
I hate being sick.. I slept for a long time today, and yet I just wanna go lay down more. I'm so glad I don't have to get up and work tomorrow.