Aug 11, 2004 16:41
I'm scared.
I'm moving to Wisconsin on Friday. This friday. I know I shouldn't be scared like I am.. I just didn't expect all of this to happen so soon. I'm going to miss all of my friends.. all the people who I've ever cared about.. all the people who have ever cared about me. I'm scared about leaving everything i've ever known behind..
I'm finally getting away from all of my mother's shit.. I love her so much, she just doesn't understand the ways that she hurts me with the things she does.
I can't be scared anymore [even though I feel that I can't help it at times]. Relax and get ready for it. For this is my time for Chance, and Renewal.