mostly boy stuff...

Feb 07, 2007 20:48

Me: Guess what i did today!
Tiff: what?
Me: Broke up with matt
Tiff: Finally!
me: smile

Matt and I broke up yesterday. It was kinda weird. I kinda just always thought that he was too busy for me, and i was slowly just kinda getting sick of the whole having a boyfriend thing. Plus it was getting to the point where you start to know a person better, and all the things you never noticed before really started to bug you. It was like I would find any excuse to pick fights with him. And finally I realized that when I got off work or school id find myself trying to make excuses not to call him. I would feel bad after a while and end up just calling because i didnt want him to think i hated him or anything. Hes a nice guy, but hes just a little different then i thought. I had this vision in my head of what i thought he was like when we started dating, and it was really good for a while, but for the past 3 weeks (ish) all i was doing was complaining about him. Hes just.... aggravating, and not the type that EJ, or Billy were, where i was just drawn to it, and didnt mind them being dumb boys so much. He was like annoying aggravating. When i asked him what he wanted, if he just wanted to break up, or whatever he said "i think you just like me more then i like you" lol.... ummm whatever you say buddy. So i was just like "oh ok, yea i understand" and a bunch of stuff like that. I figure that way when he looks back on it maybe he'll feel like it was more his fault/idea, and not mine. That way i dont have to feel so bad, plus hes a good guy, and i figure he deserves and ego boost. As for me and EJ, or any other guys for that matter, im kinda done with the whole dating thing. I like EJ and everything, but im just sick of guys all together. I just need a little time to myself to decide what I want.

In other news....
Im going to South Carolina next weekend! with missy and aunt mona and my mom! I cant wait!
I got MAL! Im so excited!
I found a place to live next year!
Im just doing really good right now. :)
~me
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