cigarette porn made my life worth living!

[badmemorygirl]

today, i was online. and my loverly friend/intellectual conversationalist/ex-boyfriend/current long distance best friend/possible soul mate sent me a picture of a cigarette pack doing another cigarette pack in the cigarette pack equivalent of the butt

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[anonymous]

Dawna, that is the best thing I've heard you say in...a while. I'm so glad you realized all of that...that you got to the root of some of your fucking problems. You say that you weren't really yourself for a while, and to be completely honest, I think at some points, that really was true. I mean, of course it is, just, I've noticed it. Like when I'm talking to you, one-on-one, you're always yourself, yes, but lately I've been feeling like...all those times that you tell me I'm awesome, you're just saying that. All those times that you mention that something I'm saying is clever, or just genuinely funny, lately I've been feeling like, your comments themselves are not completely genuine. (Sorry, that didn't make too much sense.) And yeah, I've seen you put on a slight front and a falsely pleasant countenance out in public...for instance: remember...I believe it was about...two weeks ago? When we went to the movies, and met up with Kate, Ciara..etc.? If you were really being you, really being the Dawna that I know, you wouldn't even have come near Kate, much less try to spend time with her like you two are great fucking pals. I know you've lost a loooot of respect for her, and I don't blame you...she tried being your clone for a while, and now she's just totally fake. If, at the time, you were being the REAL Dawna, the awesome, witty, sarcastic Dawna that I know, you would've kindly told Kate to shove it. But no, instead you put up with her royal lameness, put up with her grotesque, intolerable dirt friends, and cracked a bunch of stale jokes. Hah, I'm sorry. It's true...but don't fret, I still love you Dawna. And I'm just glad that you've realized all of this. Bob...that pussy-whipped bastard! I hope one day Cassie comes home, to her lovely mother and father, with pins and needles being promptly showed down their throats and getting ass-raped by the cookie monster. But yeah, you already know how pissed I am about the whole situation with Bob and whatnot. He has turned into a complete asshole. I mean...I could understand if Cassie were like, Captain Awesome, but no...she's like, the fucking scalawag who cleans up the poop deck....or..You know what I mean. I wouldn't mind Bob being so pussy whipped and all if it were by someone WORTH being controlled by...someone wonderful, talented, and...yeah. At least someone he is truly in love with. But Cassie...? Mother-fucker, I think not. I'm glad you've come to this conclusion, and I even hope to be seeing some writings/poetry from you soon...? I'd love to hear anything the wonderful, talented Dawna has to say/write. But yeah, I'll end this.

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[wrena_wild]

you know, you realllyy should have put your name...

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[badmemorygirl]

hey, that's brittany, my little awesome...brittany. yes, thanks brit, and i don't mid you saying any of that, because i've been so fucking phony lately, i wanted to stab myself in the eye. I do think you are chock full o' awesome, though, you know i do, and since stabbing oneself in the eye is not a good way to get rid of phonyness(maybe in some parallel society in which they think losing oneself is do to a demon that lurks somewhere behind the optic nerve) i have decide to throw my problems to the proverbial wind, and just....get real. thanks much for stickin by me when i was a phony bitch needin' a good ass-whomping. And thanks also arwen, for being the super person i know you arem and even though we went all...bleh, it all works out. Love you muchly-Dawna!