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So quite the funny thing: Over a year ago I was dating a girl that I thought was the one we had been going out for about 8 months and it had gotten serious,to the point that I was ring shopping. Out of the blue she cut off all communication would not take my calls would not answer her door and would not even respond to E-Mails and I am was thinking WTF? After about 2 weeks I get an E-Mail from her saying that she wanted to stop seeing me---DUH! so needless to say we went our separate ways.
On none other than friday the 13th I get a call from her with her talking like nothing had ever happened. Bear in mind I knew that she had gotten engaged to a guy about 3 months after we split and come to find out they had split up and she blamed his mother for the split. I have no idea as to whether is true or not because after we split I did find some things out that she had been less than honest about some things but it was just little small stuff that I can overlook. The meat of the subject is now she back on me full bore and I am backpedaling trying to slow things down and I have no idea what I should do.
She has already wanted to spend the night which I begged out on funny thing I have no idea if I want to get involved with her again on the one hand I do,on the other hand I don't want to. I invested alot of time and feelings the first time around because she was(big shock) coming off of a bad relationship. I have no idea as to where to go with this I have a big problem with hurting people and I know if I don't try to help I will feel bad and I know if I try to help I will fall again because all the feeling are still there right under the surface.
Time to go find a nice grick wall and beat my head on it and maybe find a way out of this conundrum I have found myself in! AARRRRGGGHHHH!
On none other than friday the 13th I get a call from her with her talking like nothing had ever happened. Bear in mind I knew that she had gotten engaged to a guy about 3 months after we split and come to find out they had split up and she blamed his mother for the split. I have no idea as to whether is true or not because after we split I did find some things out that she had been less than honest about some things but it was just little small stuff that I can overlook. The meat of the subject is now she back on me full bore and I am backpedaling trying to slow things down and I have no idea what I should do.
She has already wanted to spend the night which I begged out on funny thing I have no idea if I want to get involved with her again on the one hand I do,on the other hand I don't want to. I invested alot of time and feelings the first time around because she was(big shock) coming off of a bad relationship. I have no idea as to where to go with this I have a big problem with hurting people and I know if I don't try to help I will feel bad and I know if I try to help I will fall again because all the feeling are still there right under the surface.
Time to go find a nice grick wall and beat my head on it and maybe find a way out of this conundrum I have found myself in! AARRRRGGGHHHH!