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"Whattaya lookin' at? You're all a bunch of fucking assholes. You know why? 'Cause you don't have the guts to be what you wanna be. You need people like me. You need people like me so you can point your fucking fingers, and say "that's the bad guy." So, what dat make you? Good? You're not good; you just know how to hide. Howda lie. Me, I don't have that problem. Me, I always tell the truth--even when I lie. So say goodnight to the bad guy. Come on; the last time you gonna see a bad guy like this, let me tell ya. Come on, make way for the bad guy. There's a bad guy comin' through; you better get outta his way." -Tony Montana
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I'm the bad guy. I'm drunk, but I only speak the truth when I'm drunk. Never ask me shit when I'm drunk, cuz I will only tell you the truth I see in my mind. I am the bad guy. No one knows me. No one knows the real me. You think you do, but you don't. You only know the person I show to you. I'm fake, everyone, it's out in the open. I am not the kid I appear to be. Warning: I AM THE BAD GUY. But I tell you this, if it ever gets to the point of life and death, the real me will reveal itself. I live for no one, I live for myself. I die for no one, I die for myself. But, if I ever meet someone special, someone who ever meant anything at all to me, I would end it all for him/her. I will take everything away from my life as long as I know they are saved, able to live a full life. Because in the end, that would be a fair trade. My life for something thats good, and pure. Would you not agree? Kill the bad guy just to save the good guy? That would be worth it for me. Give me a girl, God, and I will show her the world from the "bad guy's" point of view and then I shall learn what it was like to be good again, to be innocent again. Everyone wants what they cannot have. I want an innocent, loyal, GOOD girl, because in the end thats all I want to be... is good. Give me this girl and I will live for her and I shall die for her.
To my friends, my decision is made. I live for you and I would die for you. I pray to God everyday to never put me in a situation to make a dicision between my own and their's because it has already been made...
I hate it when I'm drunk, because I can only speak the truth.
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Acceptance: god-like emo band. I am gunna see them this Wednesday in Grand Rapids with Copeland.
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I need some fresh air. Dark night, here I come to greet you on my porch step.
<3
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I'm the bad guy. I'm drunk, but I only speak the truth when I'm drunk. Never ask me shit when I'm drunk, cuz I will only tell you the truth I see in my mind. I am the bad guy. No one knows me. No one knows the real me. You think you do, but you don't. You only know the person I show to you. I'm fake, everyone, it's out in the open. I am not the kid I appear to be. Warning: I AM THE BAD GUY. But I tell you this, if it ever gets to the point of life and death, the real me will reveal itself. I live for no one, I live for myself. I die for no one, I die for myself. But, if I ever meet someone special, someone who ever meant anything at all to me, I would end it all for him/her. I will take everything away from my life as long as I know they are saved, able to live a full life. Because in the end, that would be a fair trade. My life for something thats good, and pure. Would you not agree? Kill the bad guy just to save the good guy? That would be worth it for me. Give me a girl, God, and I will show her the world from the "bad guy's" point of view and then I shall learn what it was like to be good again, to be innocent again. Everyone wants what they cannot have. I want an innocent, loyal, GOOD girl, because in the end thats all I want to be... is good. Give me this girl and I will live for her and I shall die for her.
To my friends, my decision is made. I live for you and I would die for you. I pray to God everyday to never put me in a situation to make a dicision between my own and their's because it has already been made...
I hate it when I'm drunk, because I can only speak the truth.
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Acceptance: god-like emo band. I am gunna see them this Wednesday in Grand Rapids with Copeland.
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I need some fresh air. Dark night, here I come to greet you on my porch step.
<3