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so i get to have the soon-to-be-brother-in-law-talk tomorrow with crystal. i love her so much. i think she is perfect for liv. i want them to work out. i really do love her. i love hanging out with them. i am staying the night in fresno tonight due to... well...everything... i think its a good thing because i have been very depressed. it will be good because liv and i get to hang out like old times. her and i have both fallen for girls. its great. i talked to liv and told her how depressed i am. i am thankful that i am staying here. i miss it here. i miss her family. its great. liv and crystal are taking me home tomorrow... well back to visalia... i don't know how much i am calling visalia home right now... i don't really know how it is making me feel. i just feel very bitter and everything with people in visalia right now. well i think the only ones that i am cool with right now are my group that i hang out with and my work people... i am just waiting for people to walk out of my life. jenn and i talked about that with her. this makes me miss fresno. =/ i have been crying myself to sleep. ::deep sigh::
the only thing that really bothers me about crystal is that she is going into the army. she is going to boot camp not to long from now. i don't know how that makes me feel in terms of with liv. but i am in full support if both parties are happy. jenn is getting her dog back from irish. i think irish and bexcy should break up. i wish they would. irish does not need to be a mgr. she is so bad at it. she just sits around all day. bexcy is the only one that comes when called. =) he he he that could be taken so wrong... i love my bexcy. she is awesome. she should be with someone better than irish. so yeah... anyway... i am going to go so that way we can get started on watching movies. =)
the only thing that really bothers me about crystal is that she is going into the army. she is going to boot camp not to long from now. i don't know how that makes me feel in terms of with liv. but i am in full support if both parties are happy. jenn is getting her dog back from irish. i think irish and bexcy should break up. i wish they would. irish does not need to be a mgr. she is so bad at it. she just sits around all day. bexcy is the only one that comes when called. =) he he he that could be taken so wrong... i love my bexcy. she is awesome. she should be with someone better than irish. so yeah... anyway... i am going to go so that way we can get started on watching movies. =)