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[badlydrawngurlx]

do you ever feel like crawling out of your skin to take some other form? well thats nice, me too. i' bought these cool plugs that are little hipnotizing looking things and its a gage 2, there pretty cool and i also have the bullet ones. so i guess i didnt stay at a 4 like i told myself to, oh well cant change that now can i? oops =). man i havent talked to richard in like a week now, it feels weird but its cuz i dont have time i always get home late and i cant call after 10:30 cuz his uncle has to go to work. sigh. i was swimming in my pool for forever, i was a little tipsy and its soo weird when your like that and swimming, you should try it, excep dont go to the deep part i almost drowned like 3 times, it was funny. well lets see here, what else is happening. i think the thing that is most bohtering me is that i havent seen or talked to richard. it makes me sad and frustrated so much. its like you have someone that you love but cant see them, what the hell? so i guess thats why i've been so pissed off lately. hmmmm, today some lady passed right infront of me and i was walking all happily and then i just got soooooooo incredably angry i couldent belive it but she said excuse me witch was supprising and i said ok cuz i was pissed. oh well

hey fucker if your out there and still alive say something. lol

that ones made out to ricardo, well i saw him like yesterday but i couldent say anything to him cuz then shit would start up and he also used his friends s/n to e-mail me. so i guess hes tryingm i dont understand why he dosent make another s/n if the other one dosent work. well hes lazy i guess. i 'm gonna stop talking about him now. sorry i talk about him too much.=x