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[badlydrawngurlx]

what the fuck? oh well i hope that you dont do
anything that you'll soon regret. well i'm so
depressed.......only one person knows why. and
that person is like closed up with me so i dont know
why i keep on telling this person everything thats
in my mind and heart if they dont say a word
about how they feel or what they think or whats
bothering them. well i cant change you at all.
its ok i guess. but even though you arent open
with me like i am to you i still will be open
cuz thats the way i've always been and thats
the way its gonna stay because i dont wannna hold
anything back from you because i love you and trust
you ...........kind of.sometimes. i dont know what to do
about this thing. i dont wanna go but if i have
to ........i still dont wanna. fuck i really hope
that you wont ever do that to me. i cant take this anymore
i really gotta go and get outta this shit, you fucking
did shit that i wanted to do but said that i couldent
what the fuck? your a fucking hipocrite, fuck you.
why do you have to be such a fucking asshole? i keep
on trying and trying and nothing is makeing anything
better so fuck you. you do whatever the fuck you want
and i dont give a shit what you think, really i dont.
ok, i think that i will go with them back there, fuck you.
you dont mean anything to me anymore. you can just fucking
disappear. really.

please dont hurt me.