my kind's your kind...
it's strange that you can hear/read something about someone you haven't heard a word from in months, and feel so incredibly connected to that news, so concerned for their well-being, that you really have to contact them Immediately.
hence the "worried" mood.
i wish i could make everything better for everyone, really i do. my greatest desire (most of the time) is to see those i care about happy. forget my stink of a life, there's no hope there; but you, you all are my potential. you can thrive and succeed and i will enjoy every minute of it. the problems come when you don't know this, like when i haven't talked to you for ages. and when the last conversation we had got cut short because i was being a ridiculous grammar-geek.
yeah, so, the remaining time at school (just tomorrow...) will be spent pondering. hoping. waiting for a reply so i can tell you how worried you have me, and how much i want to see you and make sure you're ok.
letters freak people out, but you made it through, along with scary connections to my extended family. if you can put up with the vs cult you should be alright, but you're not. frankly, i'm not either, but i can't tell you that.
you're amazingly strong, and i know you may not stumble upon this, but know that even in the short time we've spent together i respected you and learned from you so much... i won't be able to replace anyone, but i want to do what i can to make this easier.
know that. i care, i want you to be happy, not simply so my mind can be at ease, but so you will be alright.
you deserve all the good god can muster, and i know some day it'll be thrown at you, and you'll fall over from the sheer wonder of your life. i hope that's sooner rather than later, but until then i'm here.
if that helps at all.
hence the "worried" mood.
i wish i could make everything better for everyone, really i do. my greatest desire (most of the time) is to see those i care about happy. forget my stink of a life, there's no hope there; but you, you all are my potential. you can thrive and succeed and i will enjoy every minute of it. the problems come when you don't know this, like when i haven't talked to you for ages. and when the last conversation we had got cut short because i was being a ridiculous grammar-geek.
yeah, so, the remaining time at school (just tomorrow...) will be spent pondering. hoping. waiting for a reply so i can tell you how worried you have me, and how much i want to see you and make sure you're ok.
letters freak people out, but you made it through, along with scary connections to my extended family. if you can put up with the vs cult you should be alright, but you're not. frankly, i'm not either, but i can't tell you that.
you're amazingly strong, and i know you may not stumble upon this, but know that even in the short time we've spent together i respected you and learned from you so much... i won't be able to replace anyone, but i want to do what i can to make this easier.
know that. i care, i want you to be happy, not simply so my mind can be at ease, but so you will be alright.
you deserve all the good god can muster, and i know some day it'll be thrown at you, and you'll fall over from the sheer wonder of your life. i hope that's sooner rather than later, but until then i'm here.
if that helps at all.