I suppose I should put this to use again. I lost my writing journal, so this will have to do.
The big topic: Stars! It seems that there is a lot of stars disappearing, and rumor that it’s a wish upon a star event? That’s really interesting. I don’t know what I might wish for, though I have a few ideas. I’ll have to think on it still. In other thoughts? Doumeki-kun? How are you doing? It’s been a month, hasn’t it? deleted before posting: I hope your doing alright. I should have checked on you sooner. And I maybe should talk to you abou---
I’ve picked up a few hobbies now it seems. I’ve got some new writing paper for ah… writing. I bought some sweets and tea. I’m … trying to get out a bit more again. I have two Sensei’s now it seems, but I won’t go on about that. Ah, that’s all for now, I suppose.
Oh! Ryoga-san? Are… you still around? It’s been a bit since we met. Are you doing alright? Or even still here?
[Private to self // super hard to hack]
Done with that. Now more to ramble. I’m really worried about Ichigo. I pegged him in the nose the other day while he was teaching me to use a sword. Wooden, sure, but still! Bloody nose. Though he seemed alright with that, I’m more worried about things being transferred to him. I… want to tell Doumeki, but after what happened with Ichiru I’m worried a big fuss would be made and Ichigo might be a bit upset. Trust him, he says. That’s not… easy to do, but I’m trying. I also don’t want to worry Doumeki so much. He seems really…-- Anyhow.
The thing with Ichiru is really bothering me still. I haven’t really heard much from him and… and Zero is gone now? Oh, I wonder if Ichiru is gone as well. I feel so bad about that. SO bad. I haven’t even been able to get the guts up enough to say something to him, and now I don’t even know if he’s still around…
I miss Ichijou-kun a lot too...
On another odd note… I feel a bit different though. Lighter. I don’t know why-ah, I should leave Doumeki a note on that at least. It’s a good thing, maybe? He could maybe help me figure that one out anyhow.
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[Private to Doumeki-kun // hard to hack]
ARE you doing okay? You should come over for something to eat later. You are eating, right? How are you feeling? I… am alright. I think. Thought I feel a bit different. I was… hoping to be able to talk to you and figure what might be going on, out with you? Please text back if you see this?
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[Private to Ichigo-san // hard to hack]
I meant to check in on you yesterday, about ah… well if you were alright or not? Did you and Doumeki-kun go sparing last night? And are we still on for today? Let me know if you’re okay, please. You promised.
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