Feb 11, 2005 19:34
Hay i hope my background and user pic dont scare u .Yes i do know im weird and i know im a lil crazy but thats who i am ull just have 2 learn 2 love me 4 who im .jt loves me just tha way im ,but i dont think his every seen me in a bad mood at all its cuz i can never be in a bad mood around him im just always happy and i cant stop smieling when im with him noone has ever been able 2 do that but him .i miss him so much right now its v.day weekend and i dont have him here and its driving me crazy.It only takes a min 4 me 2 start missing him when he leaves 2 go back 2 his house .He actually has made me not as crazy and pysico as i was ive changed alote just 4 him cuz some of tha things i was doing was upsetting him so i stoped them i cant stand 2 upset him when i do it just hurts me so much .Im scared that somthing like his parents saying we cant date anymore cuz what we have is so great ,but i wont let anything happen ill fix whatever happens nothing is going 2 keep me fr.him .Pluse he said no matter whatever happened (like somthing like his parents keeping us apart)he wopuld always love me .well im going 2 go k pple love ya all bye