fuck yeah to me!
so Ryan and i are done with, over. finished. whatever the fuck you wanna call it. he told me today that he doesn't want anything serious, but at the same time doesn't want anything fun with me... so hell no am i going to deal with this shit. i'm tired of all this fucking drama. Jen can have him, i don't care anymore. he can take his problems and shove them up his ass, or better yet jen's ass..i'm sure she'd like that. i'm not angry at them, they can go live their live together forever in boredom, i'll be happy doing whatever the fuck i want. no regrets, that's my life. oh well, fuck them, fuck all of ya'll that have a problem with me. i'm just glad that most of my friends see it my way, and agree that soon i will have a new boy who will treat me better, and who will be more fun. on that note, i think i get to see dave this weekend, which will be awesome, i miss him so much. last time he came over it was amazing, and i think i still have feelings for him. he always treated me so well. the only thing i regret is not staying with him. oh well, only time will tell what will happen... i just can't wait for vacation.. where i'm gunna party it up... after talking to a few people like kevin today, i feel a lot better about my life. you know what they day, being single is a mix between loneliness and euphoria... loneliness right before you go to bed and euphoria the rest of the day! haha.. oh man.. sometimes i just get in good moods where i love my life... i'm young, i'm hot and not afraid to admit it, and i can get what i want...so hell yeah to me.