blah-er than usual...

[badkitty6903]

ok, i'm not even sure why i'm so blah right now...i just am...i do know one thing, i'm still pissed off at collin. reason 1. on saturday, while i was helping him clean up the inside of his car before it started to rain, i was telling him about the akwardness (i dont care about the spelling) of paul and russell being not only in the same stadium as one another, but being like right next to each other...i happened to (oh no) mention kyra being there (cuz she's not sposed to go or something??) and i later invited him to come see me at one of the upcoming games. wanna know what he says? "i'm not going if she goes" <--take a WILD guess who she is... and reason 2. is that the guy didn't even notice that i was upset about anything...wtf? the way that i see it was that he's my "best" guy friend and he "knows me so well"...you'd think he would see that i'm mad about something...but no, i had to freggen ask him, "did you know that i'm upset with you?" and of course he didn't. so when he asked me why i was mad, i told him about what he said on saturday and how it affected me. i said somethen like "this is my senior year, and you won't go to any performance just because there's a slight possibility that kyra might go to one??" so he replies with "i know it's your senior year and all, so that's why i'm gonna go to one of your shows" WTF?!?!?! ONE EFFING PERFORMANCE?!?!? what the hell?!? naturally, that pissed me off any more, so i told him that he'd better to make sure it's really late in the season if he wants to come to only ONE of my shows...how messed up is that? my supposed "best" friend of 4 years tells me that he's only gonna come to one of the games this year?! oh well, let him do whatever the hell he wants. his moods are beyond messed up right now, and honestly, i don't want to deal with it at this point in time. so that's that. fucker

~bryce

ps. i have had a good weekend other than that ONE thing he said. i'll write another entry about saturday night. adios