miserable, miserable, miserable, and rubbing doesn't help.

[badkitty1920]

dear diary,

this is going to be one of the most pointless, most irritating, most emo posts ever, so don't read it. it's for me, not you. self-loathing is go. okay? thanks.

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[fallyretro]

daily reading of the lyrical gospel: tell me, baby, tell me. are you still on the stoop watching the windows close? i've not seen seen you lately on the street, by the beach, or places we used to go. i've a picture of you on our favorite day by the seaside. there's a bird stealing bread that i brought out from under my nose. tell me, baby, tell me. does his company make light of a rainy day? how i've missed you lately and the way we would speak and all that we wouldn't say. do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in or a bit like a bird stealing bread out from under your nose? tell me, baby, tell me. do you carry the words around like a key or change? i've been thinking lately of a night on the stoop and all that we wouldn't say. if i see you again on the street, by the beach, in the evening, will you fly like a bird stealing bread out from under my nose? (iron and wine- bird stealing bread)

woooo, that gave me the chills.
erin, please keep your head up...lifes not all bad. stop the drinking and the drugs...whether you choose to believe it or not, there are many people in the world who care DEEPLY about you, and hurting yourself doesnt make the situation better.

im sure you knew this, but sometimes it helps to hear it.
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