Nov 30, 2004 00:09
what the hell you guys... i have like no direction, i want to have my shit together and i dont and its killing me. I want nothing to stand in my way of my dreams and i dont want to lose my friends. I have secretly hated my job and thought that i could learn to like it but i cant. I f being in the millitary for two years is going to pay for alot of schooling and help me find a good job to do while giong to school then ill do it, but i would at least want support from my friends. That hella hurt my feelings when you guys said that i would be out of the crew. If i did join i would most definatly keep in touch with all yalls. help me out here and please understand my situation. i have allready basically quit my job. on the bright side... in like two weeks im gonna get my labret pierced.